Pissed off day...

first week was nice in the college but the day come by day i feel boring with people surrounding... kinda fake for all i have done... doing so many things with all of them no thank you but just getting more enemy in my heart... is this wat i want? is this wat i get with people i believe? is this just wat i get after i put effort in these? Feel like kinda pissed off? Now i have 4 sem to be with them and my life is getting more and more terror... What should i do in my future without friends? people say go out need help from friend but all friend betray me more than helping me. I help them with the newest info in the class wat i get back? absolutely ntg!!! Even i say secret to the people i believe... wat i get? a big mouth? now i get a life with full of sadness and unhappiness... Kinda being sad that all i get is nothing and also now i am making myself back into trouble... now my mind is now totally crashed up... Assignment 1 is coming and now my mind is still in those friendship that is already being wipe off... what i believe is.... all into my family...try to believe friends wat i get betrayal.. From now on more security in my friendship... today i started with happy but at last i ended up with full of sadness... Teach me how to secure a friendship? teach me... If u r pissed off why are u keeping quiet about me... What do i do that makes u pissed off? I helped u in printing... i come early with u... I didn't do anything to pissed u off why are u pissed off with me? Who is the ghost between us? That guy? I thought he is the guy whom i believe the most? I didn't even step his tail and why is he stepping my tail? This is the moral of the story don't believe people u just only know..

Thailand, Betong trip....

I have my Saturday started with waking up at 7.30 a.m.. Then, me and my father went to my uncle house to get ready to go to his shop to take his passport and also eat our breakfast there.... I eat my breakfast with having wantan mee... Err the wantan mee at state there is not that delicious la but it consider ok la.... Around 10.30, we started our journey in a car which is toyota Unser... hehe...

Our first destination to eat our tea time is the place that ah Hsien which is a well-known person who always introduce delicious food... Before we get into that place we rounded the whole area to find the restaurant which is call Restaurant Chong Chew, because the pupil there told us the wrong direction so we took 20 minutes to find it.... Although it was not worth la but at least we can make our stomach full la....Err the food here actually is delicious for the one who likes chinese olden food like "cha ke".... Actually I don't really like those la... hehe...

Actually the next destination is to Kuala Kangsar but my uncle just forgotten to make a turn to the kampung to eat so we find the further shop which is also the the relative of the restaurant... Unfortunately the shop was closed on that particular day till we are back so we have to make our lunch at Gilek.... The people there are so sombong that doesn't want to hear what people commented on their food... The food there was not that good but the dishes are all fresh...

At 4.30p.m, finally we reach at Betong Custom House.... The immigration people becoming more and more greedy to collect RM2 bucks... Usually at Hadyai the immigration people there only take RM 1 per person but now at Betong they collect Rm2 per person to make u pass the Custom house... Although we shouldn't pay them but we have to, to pass the custom house to reach the destination...

After we pass the custom house, we find the hotel that is the people promoted at the custom house... It was a new hotel which is built at the shop lots which is call Modern Thai Hotel.... The price was cheap because staying one night is RM79 bucks with 1 t-shirt.after you have checked out... The tv was plasma 1 but the bed was not that good because it was made buy 4 small wheel so it will move all the way when u get on it... The bathtub was awesome because it was fully furnished with glass... From the bed can see through the bathtub but it was covered by curtain... For the lovers or thy can just take of the curtain to see each other la but what i can say is that is very embarrassed because people can see your whole body without peeping....

After we have our bath in the hotel we went to eat the well-known seafood restaurant.... It was cheap and delicious... The seafood was really fresh, and really the way the guy barbecue it was damn smart.... All kinds of seafood they have such as tiger prawn, oyster, crab and etc... Besides that I went without doing other thing but to just eat and drink beer because the beer there were very cheap and can be only sold after 5.00p.m ... After eating this, me and my uncle thinking of eating supper before we go back to the hotel to rest but unfortunately the shop there were all closed so we decided to go to 7-11 as usual to buy some beer and also chips to eat and drink in the hotel...Then we call it a day....

The next day morning at 7.00 a.m we have our breakfast at the dim sum restaurant which is just opposite of our hotel... The dim sum there was damn cheap and delicious too... The way they make the dim sum was the same as the way like the Malaysian make.... Then I went back to hotel to rest and also make myself clean since my dad and uncle went to massage... At 12.30 p.m we went to check out and then go and have our lunch... After we have our lunch, we went to buy bird nest at a well-known bird nest shop... After that we come back to Malaysia...

The Saddest Day Of My Life

Why am I so stupid to believe her that what she say is all true.... What a good day I have with a girl that started to make the whole family unhappy... The whole family unhappy is just because of her.... I am not gonna forgive her forever... She just know how to make her own family or maybe OUR family break into pieces... She will get all those thing she want without thinking about other people's feeling... To her I have nothing to say but to tell her "Don't u know what is called FAMILY?!" What I am thinking in the bottom of my heart is, pls the rid out of my life!!! I will never ever call u as my sister anymore.... A sister will not make the family broken into pieces... You always say that u are damn intelligent in everything but now for me u r damn freaking stupid to make me feel damn pissed off with just making me n my family members quarrel between each other.... U r making everyone damn pissed off... If u are happy then just do watever u want... For me I am not happy anymore with u in house... In future the presence of u is the absence of me...

Congrats my bro, Cruz Yeo

I am happy to hear that my bro is back to a relationship status... Although I asked him who is it and he didn't reply me who is it but I knew its Maggie Boon again.... Hope so they won't break that easily because its hard to regain the relationship status after breaking up.... They make me think of finding a partner but I knew for me this mission is damn hard but I will try to make it accomplished... Hope so it will be not long... At the moment I still enjoy being single but if there is a chance for me, I won't say no to it.... Hope so I won't be like someone that thought that his ex-girlfriend is good and started to regain the love but the girlfriend is just like a shit whose parents kicked her out of her house.... But anyway congrats to my dear bro and sister-in-law

Anyway all the best!!!! Hope so you guys love will last long until the end of the world...

Boring week !!!!

After a month without doing anything, my heart feel scared when the date of the result which is 10 March 2011 is coming out.... Damn nervous when everything is coming to an end after so many years of studying... From we are in kindergarten until today we will step into college or even university although we are gonna study again but the feeling will gonna be different.... Last time I usually think of how to past my time in school as the teacher is teaching in front... But I never had think of this that now I am thinking about what is my teacher gonna teach their new student when we left the school... I feel kinda miss them... Maybe it was because I am too boring I think... =.=

Nowadays too many people are having a fever..... Went to hospital once when my cousin, Wai Kiat when into this "5 STAR HOTEL" with a fever that never drop... Luckily it was just because of the bacteria n viruses in his body is taken by him from his friend who brought those viruses from Thailand... What a pity one.... Hope he is feeling well as I hope so....

Yeo Wai Luen..... When are u free to go pak to with me?????? I am waiting as u asked me to... Lol xD.... Anyway have a nice job day with your Hai-O things... Haha.... Why Cheng Ching Jye call you go Shah Alam work u don't want worh... Ah bo we can eat lunch together everyday lo..... haihzzz....

Everything is changing including people.... How can I tell that girl that I love her... My mind flashes many Q & A.... Those are like "Is she gonna accept??" or "If she didn't accept can we still be friend?" and some other question that I couldn't post that much in this... What am I thinking??? But these question flashing from left to right or the opposite side is damn reasonable for me because being rejected is quite a sad one I can only say.... Haihzzz... What to do?? I am not as handsome as someone is that can change their partner like changing their shirts... What am I gonna do?? Any idea???

Another 5 DAYS!!!!

I just can't believe it that I am finishing SPM in around 5 days more!!! I was just so excited and happy about that... Although it is count 4 days because its midnight 4.33 a.m.... I just can't believe that 3 months ago I am waiting for it and scared about it but finally I have finished 7 subject and left 2 subject which is Chemistry and Biology....

After this exam, I have a lot of activities to be accomplish such as Car licence, Language study, and etc.... Those things have to be completed in 3 months.... haizzz.... This was also hatic but compared to SPM this was asier I guess.... haizzz....

1 Week After National Day!!!

1 Week after the National Day(Merdeka) my life was freaking boring with sitting at house and doing nothing at home.... My life was being dull from day to day.... Just like a bird wanna fly out frm its cage but couldn't.... This is my feeling right now... Sometimes I feel like being a good people is more easy than being a good son 1ox... This is what i feel at the moment....

I have had a great night with my friend at Amir Hafiz house with having some barbecue party that was nice and it was the first ever time that we gathered together to talk, play, laugh and etc. together... This is the happiest thing for me and US I guess.... Although some the food we can't finish we packed back home to cook ourselves... Some of the food also we send deliverily to teacher like Pn. Noraini... We are also happy because Pn. Zaamah came for the party and eat... Amir Hafiz house was big... I couldn't imagine that his house would have a futsal goalpost....

Sometimes I couldn't know that what she was thinking although I knew her daily activity... She is a person that doesn't wanna ask about people and doesn't think much... Is this mean by she is not interested or even doesn't wanna know? Sometimes I thought that is that the distance between us or even its because of our age.... Is age the distance that make us think differently? Sometimes I feel like her life was easy but it makes it to be wonderful that I wanna join her life to make it more wonderful but it was not that easy.... Couldn't have think that those people get couple easy and I couldn't... its because of the romantic talk? or what makes girl becomes interested on?