Pissed off day...

first week was nice in the college but the day come by day i feel boring with people surrounding... kinda fake for all i have done... doing so many things with all of them no thank you but just getting more enemy in my heart... is this wat i want? is this wat i get with people i believe? is this just wat i get after i put effort in these? Feel like kinda pissed off? Now i have 4 sem to be with them and my life is getting more and more terror... What should i do in my future without friends? people say go out need help from friend but all friend betray me more than helping me. I help them with the newest info in the class wat i get back? absolutely ntg!!! Even i say secret to the people i believe... wat i get? a big mouth? now i get a life with full of sadness and unhappiness... Kinda being sad that all i get is nothing and also now i am making myself back into trouble... now my mind is now totally crashed up... Assignment 1 is coming and now my mind is still in those friendship that is already being wipe off... what i believe is.... all into my family...try to believe friends wat i get betrayal.. From now on more security in my friendship... today i started with happy but at last i ended up with full of sadness... Teach me how to secure a friendship? teach me... If u r pissed off why are u keeping quiet about me... What do i do that makes u pissed off? I helped u in printing... i come early with u... I didn't do anything to pissed u off why are u pissed off with me? Who is the ghost between us? That guy? I thought he is the guy whom i believe the most? I didn't even step his tail and why is he stepping my tail? This is the moral of the story don't believe people u just only know..