Another 5 DAYS!!!!

I just can't believe it that I am finishing SPM in around 5 days more!!! I was just so excited and happy about that... Although it is count 4 days because its midnight 4.33 a.m.... I just can't believe that 3 months ago I am waiting for it and scared about it but finally I have finished 7 subject and left 2 subject which is Chemistry and Biology....

After this exam, I have a lot of activities to be accomplish such as Car licence, Language study, and etc.... Those things have to be completed in 3 months.... haizzz.... This was also hatic but compared to SPM this was asier I guess.... haizzz....

1 Week After National Day!!!

1 Week after the National Day(Merdeka) my life was freaking boring with sitting at house and doing nothing at home.... My life was being dull from day to day.... Just like a bird wanna fly out frm its cage but couldn't.... This is my feeling right now... Sometimes I feel like being a good people is more easy than being a good son 1ox... This is what i feel at the moment....

I have had a great night with my friend at Amir Hafiz house with having some barbecue party that was nice and it was the first ever time that we gathered together to talk, play, laugh and etc. together... This is the happiest thing for me and US I guess.... Although some the food we can't finish we packed back home to cook ourselves... Some of the food also we send deliverily to teacher like Pn. Noraini... We are also happy because Pn. Zaamah came for the party and eat... Amir Hafiz house was big... I couldn't imagine that his house would have a futsal goalpost....

Sometimes I couldn't know that what she was thinking although I knew her daily activity... She is a person that doesn't wanna ask about people and doesn't think much... Is this mean by she is not interested or even doesn't wanna know? Sometimes I thought that is that the distance between us or even its because of our age.... Is age the distance that make us think differently? Sometimes I feel like her life was easy but it makes it to be wonderful that I wanna join her life to make it more wonderful but it was not that easy.... Couldn't have think that those people get couple easy and I couldn't... its because of the romantic talk? or what makes girl becomes interested on?

Today was the second time i write a long story in my blog.... although this story consists of happiness, sadness, funny and etc.

1st of all Chan Yit Mun is the 1st ever girl that I really like and makes me wanna kao her... At 1st we were sending message and all kinds of stuff.... But it was getting lesser, lesser, lesser till now we didn't even talk to each other.... Although I sent her a lot of facebook messages... but its still now reply.... When 1 of my friend send me a link that can trick friends to know who they like... the 1st i tried is her... She was tricked... When i see the 3 names.... I couldn't find my name even a no.3... At that moment i felt sad... Although Chinese always say its not the last second we cannot putus asa.. but i couldn't do anything to do that... At that moment I felt like I do not have a single mood in my heart even if a lorry with an infinity speed to crush towards me.... Its also just like a stone just step on me n my heart felt damn pain.... Anyway at last I told myself I have to try to make my name to b in her top 3 list even is her 1st choice.... I wanted her to finally tell me that she accept me to be her boyfriend although I know its hard to get if I can't make it I feel proud of myself at least I am brave enough to try my best to get her... Anyway I will never forget that at F5 I have loved a F2 girl in my school which is called Chan Yit Mun....

The second thing I would like to say about is the number of time for me to sit in front of a computer to get my relationship close or even to release my stress will be lesser..... This is because SPM is getting nearer, nearer and nearer... Although I have quite a no. of months but I know that I have not enough time to revise 9 subject for F4 and F5 book in an average of 8 topic in each syllabus....

The third thing is basketball which is apart of my life.... I can't believe that I can make an air hole ball which I usually can't make it.... I also wanna thank all my friend such as Cru'z Yeo Wai Luen, Tan Chia Keat that teach me a lot of shooting, defending, tapping skills.... They always scold me "walao u watch movie ah stand there do what?".... I also know but whn I defend they say "what r u doing?" After plying basketball we when to Alex Lee's house to ply games.... WE ply poker with no money on the line.... U know what we ply with..... That is SPRITE!!! We ply whoever get the least point of all will drink that whole can in 15 seconds....

Ok... I will stop writing here although I still have a lot of things to write but i have to sleep early to wake up early for tomorrow.....

Frm: KEVIN CHIW

7 August 2010

Today was the 1st time I write in my 1st ever blog...

Last Saturday was a sad Saturday although my nearest and longest brother ever just fought with me because of the thing that i was joking he thought i was not... The main thing I wanna tell is I doesn't mean what I am talking about and I was just wanna joke around to make everyone laugh and happy... But do not know that I make him unhappy... So I would just like to tell him sorry in my 1st ever blog....

The second thing i wanna talk about is my family who thought that their time and my time are the same and started to talk about the result of mine.... This doesn't mean that I can get a bad result, but is just wanna tell the examination paper now and last time is totally different.... The difference of the paper is the standard or even the syllabus are changing... I know that form 5 is very important for me and all my friends but it is also important to make ourselves relax to handle this exam... Although i know the result I always get is not good or even can't get the result my parents 1 or even their level but I am trying... What can I do? The time is not enough... Parents are always comparing the results we get to another person or even the result they get or even other family members get... Don't they ever know the pressure of being compared to another person that we do not know how is he or her doing with their time or even their work...

Anyway after talking about all those things I would also like to talk about the guys always do the thing they shouldn't do when they have a little of money only.... Do they ever know what they are doing? Sometimes because of a 3rd party could make a family break into pieces? Don't they know or even saw? But why do they still step into thins problem? This is because they doesn't think about the consequences of the problem they will make to the new built or even long built family they have which is nice and even wonderful.... Should men get more than the amount they can use? Some say yes but some say no.... This is because of the usage or even the division of money that the man can divide it into parts... But how many of them can do it... Even I am a man I also can't 100% tell that I can divide those money I have into some equal parts..... Don't ever thing that this thing only goes to mens... On the other way this also goes to women who thought those shopping complex like Jaya Jusco or Giant or even Tesco.... These are all business trick to make all the women to buy their things in the same price which they have mark up the price higher and trying to give 50% discount to let them buy.... Does this contrive?? The answer is yes because they thought that the more the discount is the cheaper the thing is....